okay I’ve decided. I need to try harder to write some songs.
…but I always get this surge of motivation to try writing and then actually sit down to put stuff on paper and just draw a blank. I should probably just word vomit some shit and not be too much of a perfectionist, at least in the beginning stages.
(This is obviously some shit no one cares about and can you tell I don’t care about having a quality blog? THIS TUMBLR IS LIKE MY DIARY except it’s not always sad and it’s not a handwritten book and it’s not that private…)
So my gig tonight went well… hopefully some legit networking happened. I can never tell anymore because there’s quite a bit of BS going around.
Also I think I’m going to hate life tomorrow(/today?) because I have to be at work in less than 7 hours and I just want MOAR SLEEP.
But ughh, sometimes these gigs make me rethink my singing “career”… sometimes I think I’m not really gonna try to pursue it and I’ll just focus on school and the legit job/career that I’m supposed to have once I graduate,
but then other times I think it’d be such a waste if I didn’t aim for bigger things, music/singing-wise.
I don’t knowwww. Whatever. For now I’ll just go with whatever life brings me.
Things I hate about gigs:
I am not that great at dressing myself
I suck at doing hair
I suck at doing make up
The day before/day of the actual gig, I worry about these things more than the actual performing.
I still don’t understand what the hell I’m supposed to wear for this gig tomorrow? 
I like to keep Boss Liz and Friend Liz separate
Ah, friendLiz… gpoy!


